(time after time)

Monday, May 10, 2010 || 10:36 PM

I dont know how to reach you anymore. I dont know how to address you anymore. I really dont know a lot of things.BUT i do know that you're not disposable. You were never disposable. but.. i dont wanna explain anymore. i wanna remain friends. I wanna keep in contact. But.. *sigh*. I really dont know ..

One of the many things i want to say is..

Thursday, April 29, 2010 || 11:21 PM

The real me is a southern girl
With her Levi's on and an open heart
Wish I could save the world
Like I was Supergirl
The real me used to laugh all night
Lyin in the grass just talkin' bout love
But lately I've been jaded
Life got so complicated

I start thinkin' about it
I almost forgot what it was like
To know what it feels like

But with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke
Just meant for us to know

I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me

Cuz' I start thinkin' about it
I almost forgot what it was like
To know when love feels like

Cuz' with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

With you with you with you

Come and take me
Love you, save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself with you

I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

I used to say that.

Saturday, April 10, 2010 || 11:34 PM

I wanna start over.

I'm gonna start over. (I'm sorry)

Its just wrong timing, not supposed to .

Mia

Tuesday, March 9, 2010 || 10:16 PM

I miss my mugging days(like crazy) & I miss my "council" days(not as crazy). GOD, why is this so hard..
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Gonna go mia.
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for a while (:

I mean it,

Thursday, March 4, 2010 || 2:00 AM

It's going back to childish games. seriously, it's just a game to you.Isnt it ? a game of bitching around. You know what, WHATEVER. about two months back, when you and _ asked me out and i heard from _ that you wanted to talk things out and you know, salvage this friendship. i really was truthful about starting anew. but hey, YOU THREW THIS FRIENDSHIP AWAY. please, save the drama your 'face' your pride your integrity or your whatever. you tell other people that you're disappointed in me & Q? like what Q said, THE FEELING IS MUTUAL. I was really truthful about starting over. even when some people doubted you, I STILL STOOD UP FOR YOU JUST LIKE BEFORE. but shit. i was too stupid to think you were truthful. I really wanted to try talking to Q about our friendship. get together again, the 3 of us. but you had to just do this kind of childish things.

&F.Y.I, I didnt say anything bad or about you to anyone. PLEASE, stop being an asshole and assume. WHY WOULD I WANT TO WASTE MY TIME AND SALIVA TALKING OR SAYING THINGS ABOUT YOU TO OTHERS? I rather sleep than talk about you. I took you as a friend or at least, a friend i was once closed to. BUT YOU HAD TO PROVE ME WRONG AND MAKE THINGS WORSE. When people asked or said things about you, I STILL KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT. i thought about how you feel and i thought about you. but still, YOU HAD TO PROVE ME WRONG. I hate to break it to you but the reason why people ignored you is because you came in with some pissed off face, looking as if we owed you the world. WHAT DO YOU THINK? you think people will still approach of you and joke around with you ? of course, they wouldnt want to even talk to you. REFLECT ON YOURSELF. stop pointing fingers at others, IT'S YOU THATS THE PROBLEM. You always think you're so right. You're so high and almighty. WAKE UP, you're not. & gosh, you still think you did nothing wrong.. Unbelievable.

I might still think i'm a leader. BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO COME BACK AND HELP OUT. even if it's a bit thickskin. but at least, I still feel so. Even council. I would still think I'm a leader because i was there to guild the excos. Do you even know whats going on? C'mon. you should be the one who should look into the mirror and wake up. AT LEAST I HELPED THE EXCOS FOR THE VALENTINE'S DAY BAKING PROJECT ALONG WITH ANDY. AT LEAST I TRIED TO HELP THE SNCOS DURING TRAINING. AT LEAST, I WAS INVOLVED. but you ? You just know how to put "-.-" faces . even when i asked you a favour to help out for the baking project. It was a favour and you were an ex-exco. but still..

i often wonder, are you even real ? Act so nice with a person when you're in front of that person. but TALK ALL SORTS OF THINGS BEHIND that person. SORRRY, im not like you. i dont need to "GATHER" friends to "SUPPORT" me. i dont need those kind of friends. THOSE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP WONT LAST. just like you.. Lets just forget it. This time, i mean it. I'm through with this.

Life is amazing,

Friday, February 26, 2010 || 6:10 PM

We don't have to try
To think the same thoughts
We just have a way
Of knowing everything's gonna be ok

We laugh till we cry
Read each other's minds
Live with a smile
Make it all worthwhile
Make it all worthwhile

Life has moments hard to describe
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Moutain we're on

Always knowing we're gonna be fine
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on

The view is so clear
And it's crazy up here
Life is amazing with you on the ride

We don't wanna sleep
Just wanna stay up
There's so much to say
And not enough hours in a day

We laugh till we cry
Read each other's minds
Live with a smile
Make it all worth while
Make it all worth while

Life has moments hard to describe
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on

Always knowing we're gonna be fine
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on

The view is so clear
And it's crazy up here
Life is amazing with you on the ride

No time to be lazy
The journey is perfect
The place is so crazy
The race is so worth it
I will be with you
We'll do this together
Always together

Life has moments hard to describe
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on

Always knowing we're gonna be fine
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Never coming down
Never coming down
Never coming down

Always knowing we're gonna be fine
Feeling great and feeling alive
Never coming down from this
Mountain we're on

The view is so clear
And It's crazy up here
Life is amazing with you on the ride
The place is so crazy
The race is so worth it
Life is amazing with you on the ride

Cheer up, Silly ! (:

"We laugh till we cry
Read each other's minds
Live with a smile
Make it all worthwhile
Make it all worthwhile"

Facebook Quiz II (:

Thursday, February 25, 2010 || 10:18 PM

Somewhat, almost true.. hahahahha ! :D