Im hopelessly nervous now.
keeping my fingers crossed and hope the question is something i know of.
\:
everytime i look at the letter that i wrote and was suppose to pass it to you, i couldnt help but to laugh at it. those truths and explanation inside, were nothing but words to you i guess. ohwell, you wont ever get a chance to read it anyway.i was a stepping stone. a small stone to step on. thats all.how am i to know whether the things we did were solely you wanting to spend time with me and be yourself and not you trying to erase your past memories with her ? you told me to trust you. i trusted you in every way possible. but this is how things goes. so wishy washy. well done. when couples have problems, they talk things out. they dont just give up. i take back what ive said, you're still not matured at all. you think you are, you say you are. but the fact is you're not.you're still some immature guy. &man, the third time im falling in love with you again is.. lets say NEVER ? yeah. rome cant be built in a day. this is so true. a person's character cant change overnight. i thought you were really different. i guess, it's the same old childish _ i know of.


I love making fun of that fat-ass dumbdumb little sister of mine :D
hahaha, &how she never fails to irritate me when im busy.
She's really a good sister to count on when you need some entertainment or you need someone to irritate you :D

ohwell, i havent been much of an elder sister to her anyway.
only recently, like start of the year.
things been working out between me and her.
cause somehow, our immature/childish minds started to mature.
&how TLT started to go more crazy and mad since last december.
man, those baking and gyming and running and madshopping was awesome !
Especially watching the simpson movie :D :D :D :D
We'll laugh our asses off & E knows abit of it. haha !
I think joseph also know how mad we are.
Screaming at the phone whenever he calls and on loudspeaker. :D
*laughs*

TLT gonna bake peanut butter +oreo base cake soon :D
&AMK's fairprice is the funnest place to go man !
SUPER FASCINATING !
E: im not joking eh :D really very fascinating ! :D :D :D
But it's the worst place to go when you're not feeling well or having a headache.
trust me man (:

gonna bring my sister out to eat japanese or fastfood later. (:
&Im starting to think eating a meal with her, is almost like eating a meal with my dad.
Keep talking about money . =,= tsk !
thinking of prata place for breakfast soon.
hmmmmms, needa look at my schedule. \:

I guess June holidays will be as mad as ever.
&damn, i havent find the violin score for mrs ng.
*gasp*ouhohhhhhh. O:

oh&Siying ! (:
Mount faber / MacRitchie ? must try something new this time :P

"In life, everything that happpened has it's own reason for happening"

Yeah, i guess i just have to believe in that.
Cause that's always the case, isnt it ? (:

New blog, gonna still use the livejournal one .
no doubt about that.
but i think the livejournal backgrounds are really boring O:
Blogger's backgrounds are so colorful :D
Chinese O is on monday. M-O-N-D-A-Y you retard.
I cant believe im doing this right now.

&I think i have flu now. *gasp*
I think everyone's running away from me upon reading that.
*laughs* im just kidding. :D
but aint feeling well today. and i have no idea why \:
I think E was like, "spin more smooth".
hah, talking about how to spin.
next time should ask E to demonstrate it, shall we? (:
&Am halfway through making my notes for chinese
I believe everyone's amaze with what ive said.
but yeah, im making notes for chinese . :D :D :D :D
&i really wanna go shopping. ):

I need forever21,hula&co,topshop,diva,levi's,bugis street and more.
that would mean, i need buck$. oh, sucker man.
ahhhhhhhhh! *headache* O:
Needa save money again.
&Someone's birthday is round the corner ! :D

&the previous previous birthday celebration was unexpected followed with other vocabularies.
but now, who care right . (: