I think this picture is the funniest picture in my entire com.
I cant remember who took it.
found it in C's phone during the last trip to Terminal3.
Omg, i look retarded. hahaha !

Gonna add a few new songs to my playlist.(:
Maybe blog tonight or later after tuition and revision.
Ciaos (;

Blog tomorrow. ive so much to say, but things that are said can never be taken back.
i need to think and sleep. above that, ive to study. \;

Ciaos.

Lady luck's on my side today(:
Im not smart, just that luck's on my side today.
Amaths test was lucky cause i didnt study.
Focus-d everything on bio last night.
Amaths mock exam was quite alright except for the linear law that i completely black out.

Myint's eye bags are super scary. O.O
Things to do: mountainous
no of days to prelim: 8.
Ive to be a superwoman from now on.

Time check: 8.50pm.

Ive three hours before i need to land. loads to do. a lot to revise.


It looks like, we're preparing for a war.
One that cant be stopped by others but only by the both of us.

Caught UP today.
Sadly, i dont know whats gotten into me, wasnt really enjoying the movie.
I mean, the movie's great.
just wasnt enjoying myself.
I think thats thanks to migraine.

yes, you heard me. migraine.
Im starting to suspect i have migraine.
yes sayang, i know. everyone will say " huh, so young. where can have migraine one"
But since yesterday morning, was feeling this a sharp pain in my head.
no, i dont have brain concussion.
just pain in the head. sorry to those ive offended yesterday, my head was really going haywire.
so wasnt in the best condition to help anyone or talk.
Myint offered me panadol for headache, but i refused{ as always }.
Hate panadol, it kills your braincells you know.
I cant afford to lose any braincells now.
but on the other hand, the pain is really killing me.
&if this continues, im starting to worry about my maths and science papers/revision.
ohnoes, can whatever thats causing the pain just go away.
It was hard to own that amaths paper just now.
the pain in the head, cold classroom. though i owned the paper.
but it was tough. very very tough.

maybe i should sleep longer tomorrow.
alright, gonna have dinner and study a bit of bio.
hope it works. ciaos!

Oh.my.God.

It is really true. we reap what we sow.
All the endless tuitions, hardwork and effort for 4years, all paid off !
From my 4/100 in sec1 { a horrible red marked F9 which was an eyesore}
To my O level grade of __!
I AM OVER THE MOON'S MOON'S MOON'S MOON'S MOON ! :D
&to hear those words from my chinese tutor,
it was really all worth it.
Waking up early at 8.30 am and doing chinese till 12noon on sundays.
Reading all those chinese newspapers and watching the news,
everything ! oh.my.God.

Im still amazed with my results.
Best results ever for MT. (:
Now im even more motivated to study.
go yeesuan! (:

Standing here in the rain, i need to know if it's over.

All of us need 1001 reminders to finally accept the truth.
The plain truth that have been standing right in front of us, all along.

&J, sometimes it good to be a loner. trust me.
&now, i cant seem to breathe.

Tomorrow will be a better day.
Sometimes, you think about something that already happened. something from the past. something from the past and it's now a memory. Sometime, you just wish that moment could last a little longer.

But like what E said, we dont live for memories from the past. but we live for what memories that the future could bring.

but i'll be truthful and say,
i wish that moment could last a little longer.

All of a sudden, i feel so small.
I feel so lag.
I feel so dumb.
I feel so so so dumb.

With prelims less than 3weeks or maybe2,
im this unprepared.
&especially for music, i feel very irritated with myself.
Pratice for 2hours everyday, keep playing and practicing the piece. working on my phrasing.
everything. still, it sounds like stupid. what the heck is wrong with me.
I pity myself{ Sorry Lifecoach}, for being born with short fingers and a small hand
that i can only hit 7notes most. which is LESS THAN AN OCTAVE ! like what the hell.
&all pieces for higher grade, okay. even for grade 6 pieces, there are notes hitting an octave apart.
Im pathetic.

The only good thing that happened today was i owned the amaths practice paper.
Physics was, speechless. i really need to get myself in it.

yes yeesuan. you dont wanna lose to anyone.
thats the spirit. 101%. yes. thats the spirit, 101%.
you know your targets, 5distinctions.
Yes, you were able to meet your Midterm targets.
Make this no different from midterms.
Yes yeesuan. you dont wanna lose to anyone.

No Frisbee today );
Thanks ah Gav.

Still counting. and today was really really boring.
no results till next wednesday.
This is getting really boring.
Tomorrow's chem prac test & bio prac again.
*yawns*

All of it cant be described.

I'm a wee bit irritated right now.
okay, scratch that.
Im super irritated right now.
I wont say who, what, when, how and why.
but man, im pissed. Geeeez !

&Thankgod im not caught in anymore of bitching 'round.
Okay, maybe i am bitching right now.
but not in circles of bitching here and there.

Okay, *calm down* whooosh.
Day's boring. E's sick. takecare and drink more water jumbo (:
Im pretty happy with my emaths mock exam marks ((;
I think im losing touch with physics.
THAT IS SUPERRRRRRRRR BAD. i have to stop being complacent and start being an idiot.
must mug mug mug.

Results for O level mt is out tomorrow {so ive heard}
Not gonna pray mine is gonna turn out great, because
what was done over the past 2months ago cant be undone right now.
unless they're still doing the necessary moderations or whatever to the bell curve :D
nah, just hope what ive done then was enough to reach my target (:

okay, really got to go. gonna be a busy week
Ciaos !

Like what others always say,
I wont understand.
Im different.

The fact im born in a happy family with a happy life,
makes me different from the rest.
you know, how stupid does that sounds?
super stupid.

That was going through my head for the past few months.
&it still is.
but no matter what, for all i care, im thankful to have a family like this.


This feels like shit.
No popcorn. no potato chips. no roti prata. no pasta. no coke.
only vitamins, medicine, porridge.
omg, this feels like some living hell.
no shopping, no towning, no going out. im really depressed );

I wish my lift would come someday.with the correct person inside.

Ciaos, off to have lunch and eat medicine.

Really missed out everything today. (oh bugger)
Gosh,i sound like some British.
who knows, if i sound more like a British during the O level English oral,
i might do well. (thats wishful thinking)

Damn, the fever's going up again.
At this rate, im more worried about whether my brain would be damaged.
(exaggerating)
but i am, really worried about things right now.
hope my paper later will turn out fine.
&pray that my brain is still working and functioning like before.

Mark Ruffalo is so hawt. Alex Winzenread is so cute. Topher Grace is so handsome. Chace Crawford is so omg (: &did i mention that someone looks likes a baby at the hospital ? i think only someone knows about it. (joke)

Ciaos, i think ive to take temp. again.


&I was actually joking about it a few days back. it actually happened.
i wish i never said anything at that time.
This really really really sucks.

I think im just being lazy with work.
ah, shit. this is dumb.
Disappointed with amaths.
hope physics will turn out fine ( i really doubt so )
you can ask me why, it's quite dumb actually.

Ive so much air inside my head.
&most of it, i myself dont even understand.
*cries for a deeper understanding* );

I wish..
(a) to become smarter
(b) become a blondie (sticks tongue out)
(c) stop being a dumbdumb
(d) jerks could be more un-jerk. ( what the heck )
(e) Dont think about dingsdongs
oh, to tell you ( f ) you, for trying to pretend as if nothing happened.

Okay, i think it wasted about like 5mins of my precious time.
but, what done cant be undone.
just have to wish&hope some dumbdumb realise something dumb& be a smart ass by not falling into it. (:

Emaths mock exam, nice. (:
Getting amaths back tomorrow hopefully.
hope it's alright. *keeping my fingers crossed!*
oh, there's training tomorrow (:

Chem test was alright i guess. SS was funny. (:
Thanks E for the goodluck wishes&being so KIND to remind me about my geog test.
hahahahah, im just kidding (; thanks eh (:

Kept listening to this song : Gallery - Mario Vazquez
The story of the song is quite sweet (:
I drove them away.I drove her away.I drove all of the away.&the worst part of realising all these things is the part when the truth is i drove the only one that i loved.





Really touching movie. watched this over lunch.
The guy is so sweet.
He worries about how his wife's life would be after his death.
&Helps her along the way.
I think i should read the book (:
After Os. i will (:

Alrighty, should continue with chemistry and ss.
Ciaos! (:

Somehow, somehow, somehow.

Three perpetual words, that says a thousand messages.
Interesting eh? somethings are for me to know, & you to find out (;
That yeesuan is back to her study mood.
*wooo*

Mummy promised about vivo soon (:
Great, my sister got the flu virus from me. *guiltey*
I think im gonna order Mac delivery tomorrow (:
okay, i think i should crash.
ciaos ! (;