(time after time)

Broken strings ,

Thursday, October 15, 2009 || 6:46 PM

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

I should really get back to mugging. 10 more days, Wake up call.

Loving the days,

Sunday, October 11, 2009 || 11:22 PM

As weird as this might sound, I think I'm starting to love this study break (:
Weird because I actually find joy in studying.
I think 1001 people wanna slap me in the face right now. ohwells !

Today, i realised that i have a very nice husband (:
&a daughter i didnt know i had. hahaha!
&&My husband's grandma IS SO CUTE !! :D
Looking forward to studying at T3 this thursday !
&definitely night study this tuesday ! (:

Mum just bought popeye's biscuits. HOW COOL IS THAT !
hahahha! i think the following two weeks are gonna be awesome (:
Ciaos peeps ! many more things to do ! (:

I've changed my impression of you (: in a good way (;

Blending in,

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 || 4:26 PM

Sometimes,you just dont wanna blend with the crowd.
you just wanna be tnereffid|different (:

Many more papers to do. pressing on ! (:

On it's way,

Monday, October 5, 2009 || 5:32 PM

Music practical today was great. i did leave behind a few regrets here and there, & if i was given a chance to redo it, i would do everything to leave no regrets. but none the less, it was a wonderful experience. first was the pressure with an audience during the recital{been quite some time}, then the many different emotions you felt while playing the pieces, the endless practices and lessons on two pieces. Ive never worked so hard in my entire life, for a piano exam. Even for ABRSM exams, i would just practice 3 times a week, &each time i would practice not more than an hour. for this exam, it was madness. 2-3hours every session at the piano and usually, everyday i spend an average amount of an hour plus plus at the piano trying my very best to get everything right. Staying back with isabel and grace, who helps you clap the beat like a walking metronome, and giving each other comments. playing at the grand piano. I left CHIJ st nicholas today with a smile on my face & with a heart filled with joy. The results is definitely on its way. Not exactly A1 material, but its coming. a B? a C? well, who knows. (:

For the 2nd time in my life, I'm so proud of myself. It wasn't exactly perfect, but it was my best shot & the best experience. ive to admit, im really tired & having some nasty headache now. hitting the hay much earlier tonight. i doubt i can do any homework with this nasty headache. okay, maybe i'll land at 8plus and wake up much earlier to continue with homework. emaths mock exam tomorrow in the hall. 21 more days to O level.YeeSuan, 200%.

ciaos people ! (:

Limits,

Friday, October 2, 2009 || 11:41 PM

I wanna go over my limit. this time, it's 200%.
Limits are only limits when we decide to give up. This is not my limit.
Im not giving up, I want it. 200% from now on.