I miss 2oo9. I miss studying like some mad kid. I miss sitting in class. I miss Marcus's ridiculous jokes. I miss the moments or times when Zhehuan would always come to find Shiwei after each teacher leave the class. I miss giving jolyn the 'joker look' whenever she walks past me and I'm not studying. I miss gossiping with Myint and telling him to not fall asleep. I miss talking to E and S during recess( we werent even talking, we're just blabbering nonsense(; ). I miss the stressful meetings with the awesome Executive Committee'08/'09. I miss Ms Lee's "i cant help you" phrase. I miss Ms Lee's english lesson where she tried to hard to teach us but we might just give funny comments that would distract her from lesson. I miss Mdm kee's A and E maths lessons. I miss Mdm kee's kuku jokes and Wimi would always try to interrupt her when she's saying it. I miss Mr Saktun's "very innocent" jokes during physics lessons. &I miss how the class tried to act "we're really innocent" whenever he said something "very innocent". I miss SS lessons where Ms Paul would try to make high voices or weird noises when she teach and the class would just interrupt her. I miss the times when Ms paul tries very hard to ask us to shut up with her "peace" or "twist" finger sign. (hahahaha!) I miss how the class never fails to make a teacher smile and laugh and feel comfortable teaching us. I miss PE lessons with the girls and how i always go high whenever we play soccer. I miss the time during every geography lesson, Jolyn Darrel Dahao Zhehuan and i would make a lot of noise and interrupt the lessons. I miss the times jolyn and i talk stupid things during Geography lessons. I miss talking on the phone till late with Q.N or Hee or S or E. I miss those late night conferences. I miss arguing physics with E and we'll end up calling it "Physics debate". (hahaha, i remember Mr Saktun found it amusing that we're arguing instead of learning from each other). I miss those times the usual group would go for movies like "Angels and Demon","Monster VS Alien", "Fame" etc. I miss the times we went to school for Night study(which was not exactly a failure or a success). I miss the times S and i would go to Buddies to eat Fish and Chip and talk about the past. I miss the times(for a short while) Siying Isabel Jolyn and i were close and Gavin called us superglue or we come in a 'package of 4'. I miss the times(also a short while) D& i talked over the public phone during recess and Siying Isabel and Jolyn would come and disturb our talk. (hahahaha!) I miss studying really hard for Chinese Os.I miss the June holidays where the secondary four councillors practiced super hard for the Sec4 Council Item. I miss goofing around during dance practice with QingNing and Shiqi. I miss slacking inside the council room with the usual group. I miss trying very hard to do Amaths in the council room but end up talking to S about things*. (hehehehe!) I miss the "just-have-3-students-for-music-lesson" feeling on monday afternoons (it was fun in the end !) &I miss the times during music lesson when we'll ask Mr Goh what time we end lesson and if we can end early.(most of the time, it did! :D )

God, i miss 2oo9. Good times, good times.. well, HELLO 2o1o (; hahaha ! Didnt start 2o1o the best way, things are changing for the better (: Realised quite a bit and i know what's wrong. (i think). Time check:3.21am. I'm still wide awake. Went through photos from last year then i realised how much i miss 2oo9 and 4s2. Although i wasnt close to 4s2, I MISS THE FEELING OF BEING PART OF AN AMAZING CLASS. yeah, i really miss that feeling. Keeping my fingers crossed for the appeal (: okay, i think i'll go catch a movie before i crash . Ciaos ! (:

Okay, was back in Singapore since 30th of dec. Have been busy since the day i got back till now.Work, Results, JAE, Chalet, Outings, Catching up with people. &in a blink of an eye, It's already the 23rd of January. Time flies.

Stopped working at Promod since 15th of January if I'm not wrong. A great working experience (: Lovely colleagues, managers, customers, clothings.. Definitely learnt a lot during that short one month (: Currently looking for another job. Hopefully, a job that is a bit more flexible with the working hours cause i realised people who are working, will miss out in a lot of things in life. especially spending quality time with loved ones. Really want to spend time with my loved ones before i start school. I reckon when school starts, i'll become some busy busy busy kiddo. *pouts* ohwell !

Speaking of school, that reminds me of my O level results. I'm gonna keep it short : LOUSY. Knew the outcome wouldnt be good at all, and it really was. Ohwell ! lesson learnt this time. I wasnt happy, i didnt feel any ounce of happiness although many told me that it(my results) was really good. but i didnt feel happy or satisfied at all. Not one bit. Thanks to my results, had a tough time filling up my JAE form. Really difficult \: but i completed the form in the end (:

Results for JAE would be out next week. I cant say that i'll for sure get into a JC or poly cause it's really hard to predict things with my score and choices. Keeping fingers crossed and hope something good will happen (: Chalet just ended a few days ago. It was better than i thought it'll turn out to be. For everyone, it was fun and really manage to catch up with friends. But for me, it wasnt exactly just fun. Knew that something will happen when the second hand stopped moving. Everything when that happens, something will happen. most of the time, bad things. Ohwell !

Didnt manage to catch up much with QingNing and Changhee recently. &Still havent eat Gelare with Jolyn (: Hope to catch up with them real soon. &Hope to have another sleepover+movie marathon with TLT soon. Jol's busy with her Year1 Finals so all plans are on hold for now. Things are getting a bit messy and complicated, but wont give up. i'll find a way. Alrighty, photos up real soon . Ciaos ! (:

Well, 2oo9 was really some clumsy year filled with numerous mistakes, wrong decisions, misunderstandings and not forgetting, losing things. Of course, there's a good side of 2oo9. (: Ohwell ! I still have one more important decision to make. yes, the moment i open that results slip. the moment i see my score and the moment that changes everything. how much my four years in secondary school is worth and how much more i must do to make it worthwhile.

I keep telling myself and everyone else, dont go crazy and all. everything is 'carved to stone'. (Quoted from Ms Lee G. Y) hahaha ! yes, it was carved to stone the day we sat for our O level papers. However, i am still freaking out ( deeep down ). No one can imagine how scared i am right now about this. Retake or carry on? Jc or Poly? Retake or Poly? The feeling of knowing it's not your best shot, freaks me out. If you know its your best, at least you'll not worry or freak out as much as me. It's knowing it's not your best shot, you want to cry and freak out even more. Dilah told me everything's already done at MOE now. waiting to be sent to our school. Now, im just waiting for time to pass by. still freaking out and super afraid ! ): hopefully, it would turn out alright. (keeping my 10fingers and 10toes crossed!)

Tomorrow's the first day of school (: ( not for me). and speaking of school, i miss school. LIKE. CRAZY. Hopefully JC would be something like that (; alrighty, got to get medicine and more stuffs tomorrow. SOMEONE'S SICK ! \: ciaos ! Pictures of my trip will be uploaded soon(i hope).

I realised, i didnt have a life from may till November. History will repeat itself right ? but this time, i cant bear to treat you that way. i know, i can never..