It's going back to childish games. seriously, it's just a game to you.Isnt it ? a game of bitching around. You know what, WHATEVER. about two months back, when you and _ asked me out and i heard from _ that you wanted to talk things out and you know, salvage this friendship. i really was truthful about starting anew. but hey, YOU THREW THIS FRIENDSHIP AWAY. please, save the drama your 'face' your pride your integrity or your whatever. you tell other people that you're disappointed in me & Q? like what Q said, THE FEELING IS MUTUAL. I was really truthful about starting over. even when some people doubted you, I STILL STOOD UP FOR YOU JUST LIKE BEFORE. but shit. i was too stupid to think you were truthful. I really wanted to try talking to Q about our friendship. get together again, the 3 of us. but you had to just do this kind of childish things.

&F.Y.I, I didnt say anything bad or about you to anyone. PLEASE, stop being an asshole and assume. WHY WOULD I WANT TO WASTE MY TIME AND SALIVA TALKING OR SAYING THINGS ABOUT YOU TO OTHERS? I rather sleep than talk about you. I took you as a friend or at least, a friend i was once closed to. BUT YOU HAD TO PROVE ME WRONG AND MAKE THINGS WORSE. When people asked or said things about you, I STILL KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT. i thought about how you feel and i thought about you. but still, YOU HAD TO PROVE ME WRONG. I hate to break it to you but the reason why people ignored you is because you came in with some pissed off face, looking as if we owed you the world. WHAT DO YOU THINK? you think people will still approach of you and joke around with you ? of course, they wouldnt want to even talk to you. REFLECT ON YOURSELF. stop pointing fingers at others, IT'S YOU THATS THE PROBLEM. You always think you're so right. You're so high and almighty. WAKE UP, you're not. & gosh, you still think you did nothing wrong.. Unbelievable.

I might still think i'm a leader. BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO COME BACK AND HELP OUT. even if it's a bit thickskin. but at least, I still feel so. Even council. I would still think I'm a leader because i was there to guild the excos. Do you even know whats going on? C'mon. you should be the one who should look into the mirror and wake up. AT LEAST I HELPED THE EXCOS FOR THE VALENTINE'S DAY BAKING PROJECT ALONG WITH ANDY. AT LEAST I TRIED TO HELP THE SNCOS DURING TRAINING. AT LEAST, I WAS INVOLVED. but you ? You just know how to put "-.-" faces . even when i asked you a favour to help out for the baking project. It was a favour and you were an ex-exco. but still..

i often wonder, are you even real ? Act so nice with a person when you're in front of that person. but TALK ALL SORTS OF THINGS BEHIND that person. SORRRY, im not like you. i dont need to "GATHER" friends to "SUPPORT" me. i dont need those kind of friends. THOSE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP WONT LAST. just like you.. Lets just forget it. This time, i mean it. I'm through with this.